Wednesday, March 11, 2009

She loves you, NOT!


"Oh yeah I'll tell you something i think you'll understand." imagine that the guy you thought you loved is actually incredibly psycho. the key word in that sentence is thought. but in all seriousness the dude is psycho, i feel the only thing we have in common with each other is that we both like the Beatles. but that's not that good. "i wanna hold your hand." today it is i wanna hold your hand, yesterday was love me do.
"oh dearie, what shall i sing tomorrow?"
"hum..."
"a surprise it is then!"
"yea-oho."
does he understand how much i don't care? does he? i guess wise men were right, only fools rush in, but now i think i can help falling in love with him. i despise the very air he breathes, its terrible, the man i married after two just two days i despise. I'm to afraid to mention to annual the marriage, if he is this psycho when he thinks i love him, how psycho will he be when i say "i don't love him" and "its not me its you" and "seriously i don't wanna be friends, in all legitimacy i don't ever wanna see your face again", is that too harsh?
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'All you need is love' i think to myself. My loving, Abbey, will love this one. everyday i sing her a new Beatles song, she seems to just love it so much. on the first day of our marriage when i sang 'love me do' she looked into my eyes and said, "Duncan, thank you so much." but sometimes i feel rather awkward, i sometimes that i should just buy her the CD and let her wake up to it. but i love her that much that i don't care that i look dumb waking through out the town park singing Beatles songs. i feel like we are walking in clouds with our hands intertwined. i love her with all my heart and soul, i don't know what i could do without her, i could not live without her.
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"Duncan, we need to talk." i should do this before we go for our walk and he sings more songs to me.
"yes abbey road" that was the last straw
"i want-"
"you i want you so ba------ad"
"Duncan! stop and listen!"
"what it reminded me of-"
"i want to be separated!"
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she must be joking. is that a Beatles song i don't know? whats going on?
"you stood in front of our family, friends, our church, God. God Abbey, you stood in front of God."
"i know, i was there remember?"
"you promised..." i said getting madder and madder by every word i would say, then i looked at her. she was turning into a monster. her eyes getting bigger and bigger, her face growing longer and ugly. her skin melted away and all you saw was flesh. her teeth pointing sharp in all different directions, as if she was from Liverpool. her fingers looked like she was from x-men and got sharp and to a point in an instant. "til' death.."
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"do us part." i replied and grabbed the frying pan behind me and got him on the head. i-i had to get him before he got me.
i dropped the pan as he fell to the floor and went in the drawer and grabbed a butcher knife and in his back sliced an apple. 'body bag' i thought, i guess i would be charged on murder if they found out it was me, this was indeed pre-med. but wasn't it out of defense? that's why i did it. he would have got me if i didn't get him.
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Walker J. Duncan cause of death: murder
DOB: 8/29/1978
DOD:?
Walker McCarty M. Abbey cause of death: accidental suicide; falling of a cliff
DOB: 4/28/1980
DOD:3/06/2009
Abbey died when she was trying to throw Duncan's body of a cliff, she lost her balance.