Sunday, May 24, 2009

the diary of a mad man



The diary of a mad man

I hear my voice of reason, telling me how to act
He says he is only trying to make an impact
He tries to tell me it’s for the best
But it is not his, it’s my quest

I want him to listen to me
But he keeps on trying to disagree
It will soon be the end of his cold bitter life
It will be his last strife

Oh this creature makes my life a bother
Why won’t he leave to annoy another
Hey wants me to let him in
But he shall never win

I will get inside his head
Make his life be full of dread
Then I will wait until he gets on his knees to cry
And then, wait until he begs to die

I will fight

He will be consumed with fright

Monday, May 4, 2009

Unmasked


unmasked
unmasked it seems to be
it flew across my face my hopes, my dreams
men behind me they stare surprised
they can't believe whats before their eyes
the lady, she seems, stares in awe
acting as if she broke the law
amazed, it seems, that it was her
but before all of this it was all a blur
i cover myself in the background, achieving what she never did
she tried to acquire the win but we, we forbid
she wanted to fulfill her destiny
but it was us she didn't see
unmasked, discovered, apparent, bare
this must all be a nightmare
the dreaded unprefected tasked
only because i was simply unmasked

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

She loves you, NOT!


"Oh yeah I'll tell you something i think you'll understand." imagine that the guy you thought you loved is actually incredibly psycho. the key word in that sentence is thought. but in all seriousness the dude is psycho, i feel the only thing we have in common with each other is that we both like the Beatles. but that's not that good. "i wanna hold your hand." today it is i wanna hold your hand, yesterday was love me do.
"oh dearie, what shall i sing tomorrow?"
"hum..."
"a surprise it is then!"
"yea-oho."
does he understand how much i don't care? does he? i guess wise men were right, only fools rush in, but now i think i can help falling in love with him. i despise the very air he breathes, its terrible, the man i married after two just two days i despise. I'm to afraid to mention to annual the marriage, if he is this psycho when he thinks i love him, how psycho will he be when i say "i don't love him" and "its not me its you" and "seriously i don't wanna be friends, in all legitimacy i don't ever wanna see your face again", is that too harsh?
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'All you need is love' i think to myself. My loving, Abbey, will love this one. everyday i sing her a new Beatles song, she seems to just love it so much. on the first day of our marriage when i sang 'love me do' she looked into my eyes and said, "Duncan, thank you so much." but sometimes i feel rather awkward, i sometimes that i should just buy her the CD and let her wake up to it. but i love her that much that i don't care that i look dumb waking through out the town park singing Beatles songs. i feel like we are walking in clouds with our hands intertwined. i love her with all my heart and soul, i don't know what i could do without her, i could not live without her.
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"Duncan, we need to talk." i should do this before we go for our walk and he sings more songs to me.
"yes abbey road" that was the last straw
"i want-"
"you i want you so ba------ad"
"Duncan! stop and listen!"
"what it reminded me of-"
"i want to be separated!"
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she must be joking. is that a Beatles song i don't know? whats going on?
"you stood in front of our family, friends, our church, God. God Abbey, you stood in front of God."
"i know, i was there remember?"
"you promised..." i said getting madder and madder by every word i would say, then i looked at her. she was turning into a monster. her eyes getting bigger and bigger, her face growing longer and ugly. her skin melted away and all you saw was flesh. her teeth pointing sharp in all different directions, as if she was from Liverpool. her fingers looked like she was from x-men and got sharp and to a point in an instant. "til' death.."
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"do us part." i replied and grabbed the frying pan behind me and got him on the head. i-i had to get him before he got me.
i dropped the pan as he fell to the floor and went in the drawer and grabbed a butcher knife and in his back sliced an apple. 'body bag' i thought, i guess i would be charged on murder if they found out it was me, this was indeed pre-med. but wasn't it out of defense? that's why i did it. he would have got me if i didn't get him.
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Walker J. Duncan cause of death: murder
DOB: 8/29/1978
DOD:?
Walker McCarty M. Abbey cause of death: accidental suicide; falling of a cliff
DOB: 4/28/1980
DOD:3/06/2009
Abbey died when she was trying to throw Duncan's body of a cliff, she lost her balance.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

The girl and her little red bird

“Prudence Starkey, you little creature!” yelled a girl at the edge of the park. The day was beautiful, and so was she. But, she is prettier when she is not turning beat red and screaming. She looks the age of eleven or twelve. This girl has beautiful wavy silky red hair, which explains her fiery attitude. Her eyes are an earthy green with a glistening shine. She has a cute upturn nose; her nostrils would flair when she got angry…like now. She has ‘Angelia Jolie’ lips, but not as puffy as the octuplet mom’s lips. (What you actually think those things are real?) She is very fit and lean. This young lady also wears clothes that high schoolers would be envious of. But, this tweenager is not ‘the sweet it girl’ or ‘the benevolent cheerleader’. Some call her evil, others call her nice (if their smart of course). She is called ‘the pretty bully’, ‘the playground monster.’ She is Aubrey Bankox.
Aubrey and her two ‘bffns’ (best friends for now)-Kylene and Kenya- are walking towards the defenseless, quite, innocent, discreet girl on the complete other side of the town park. Pushing the meandering students out of the way, the villainous group started to power walk.
The sinless girl that is the target of the day, Prudence, quickly got up of the swing the moment she heard her name. Her plan is always to be invisible so she won’t be kicked out by a gang of kids. But, her plan met with disaster today.
Let me just get one thing straight before I continue with this little string of events. Prudence Starkey is not a leper or a prude or a caveman or a creature. Oh! And this one time when everybody was learning about India her whole class called her an untouchable, she is obviously not. She does not belong to the lowest class in India. She is just uhh-misunderstood. On occasion she would have friends, manly new kids. Like when Edmund Gazelle moved here, they were best friends then Edmund met people like Kendrick and Graham and uhm ditched her. School kids’ say that it’s her looks and shyness that makes people not want to talk to her. Yeah, she has a large forehead, a small amount of raven-jet black hair, tall and stick thin, and looooong arms, and she wore silly red shoes-sure but that is Prudence.
All that Prudence could do is just watch as Aubrey walked faster and faster. Until she finally arrived.
“Why in the flipping world are you here, Prude? Hum? This park is for people that are not dorks like you!”
“I’m sorry Aubrey I really am look,” she pointed to the empty swing, “I got up see? You can have it!”
“Prude do you really think I care?”
Prudence looked at the girls; Aubrey looked as mad as ever, Kenya staring back and popping her gum obnoxiously, and Kylene was texting.
“Uhm I would hope so yeah…”
“Ha!” she said sarcastically, “No Prude, I don’t!”
“Yeah, caveman!” Kenya said
“Aubrey, I really like this park and it’s big enough that you don’t even have to see me and I’ll be quite, I swear. Please?”
“No Prude! You will not stay!” she screamed, even more fired up than she was a moment ago, “So...Prude,” she said surprisingly a lot calmer, “Have a nice trip see you next fall!” Aubrey extended her arms and pushed her to the hard, ungrateful ground below. While falling, she called Prudence every word in the book, (that’s a dollar for the nickel curse jar Aubrey!)
“LEAVE!” Aubrey yelled.
Prudence heard the whole park laugh at her. At this point, Prudence is crying her eyes out. She quickly got up and started to run away and heed Aubrey’s warning.
She came to the path, the path that eventually lead to her house and next to the path was the thick woods.
“I can’t go home to mom and dad, not now.”
She choose the woods.

After five minutes of walking in the woods she came to a large meadow with a few trees. She said under one trying to control her sobbing.
“That Aubrey she so, so sinister! How can someone so pretty be so ugly?”
Almost instantly, a little red bird took landing on her lap.
“Hi little guy. You might want to leave. And not be with a creature like me!”
The bird tilted its head to the side and flew up.
Prudence just cried constantly.
Not a moment to soon, the bird returned but it had something in its mouth. It was white and loose. It was a handkerchief.
“Uhm thanks.” She said surprised.
The bird went to the tree then returned with a crinkled note that read
You’re welcome!

“Can you understand me?” Prudence questioned
The bird went to the tree and returned with another note which read:
Yeah…duh! I thought that was obvious!
Prudence got up and started to climb the tree, grabbed its nest, and came back down. To her surprise, the nest was not of twigs, but of notes that school kids would write. The bird grabbed another note by the beak and gave it to her it said:
Why so sad?

“Well it was this girl, Aubrey.” She started to tell the story of how Aubrey yelled at her, called her ‘Prude’, pushed her and, embarrassed her. “She thinks she’s so cool because she is named after Aubrey Hepburn.”
Like legit? Omg! She’s sooo mean!
“I know!” Prudence exclaimed. “Do you know what your name is?”
NAME: ______Bailey__________
“Bailey, what just really annoys me is that, well I just want to be accepted by somebody, anybody! Just one friend.”
Bailey tilted his head again and searched for a note, once he found it he put it in his beak and he landed himself on Prudence’s hand and gave her one note that said:
Best Friends Forever!!!
And a final note saying:
Congratulations! You’re accepted

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Declaration

Declaration
So my concept for my concept-folio is ‘The Art of Emotions’. I chose this because well…while choosing my concept I had a lot of branches of emotions that I was considering like: pain, sorrow, happiness. But then I thought that these are all branches of emotions. And thus my concept was born…so to speak. Actually there was another force...Or like a sign...That made me choose emotions and it was Fairy Oddparents. I know right? WEIRD! But uhm well the episode was about Timmy losing his emotions! HA! So I was like “I ‘gatta’ choose emotions!” so I did and I have and this is a concept-folio about it.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Art of emotions

for my concept-folio in writing and visual imagination (block A) my concept is going to be the art of emotions..i got the inspiration from 'Fairy OddParents' because Timmy lost his emotions..babysitting gives great ideas :)